hey wuz the rush? i just posted an entry just a few minutes ago..but hell..im here again.. letting my fingers do its job while my brain do its task. c'mon..think..think...think of an attractive blog..a realistic one..which everyone can relate to. so..what now? what will i write. lovelife? or just simply....MY LIFE?? hmm..well...yeah itz a nyz topic. i will spill out my life's secret. which no one knows. even me..huh??

okay okay..im maurice lyssa mendez. twenty years of age. turning twenty this coming august. but hey my face shows im only sixteen..haha!!! *Liar!* im the eldest in the family and i have two younger siblings. we're all girls. so it sums up my dad is the only guy in the house. im currently studying at TRACE College located in Los Banos, Laguna, my hometown. im taking up BS Information Technology but unfortunately i have no idea about "technology"..just information...hehe..kidding..actually BSIT is not my life. i hate troubling myself thinking how can i make the program run? what language will i use to make a good system. i dunno everything about my so-called field of study. i told you its not my life. well maybe i belong to the media group. its been my dream since my gradeschool days (and still counting) to be a successful writer? (of what??) of short stories..or novels..or even poems..or maybe a disc jockey..or a reporter..or a singer perhaps?? haha!!! but kidding aside, i really wanted to be a part of the said industry...to entertain people..yeah thatz my life..but until now i wasn't given a single chance to prove that that is my chosen career..

then..why did i end up doing systems? instead of writing my own novel? ow!! a very long story..there is no university or even a college in our place that offers Mass Communication or other related courses. why didn't i bother myself to look for the university which offers my gradeschool dreams? my parents won't allow me.. so..here i am..facing the consequences..i have no heart on what im doing..i think this is hopeless. i want to transfer to other university but....its too late..days from now i'll get my diploma..i hope i will..because i want to finish this thing.

another...i have a boyfriend. his name is aiberson...whew!! our lovestory is very much exciting?? huh?? though i didnt play hard-to-get...you know...i never thought that he'll end up with me. coz there were so many girls after him. he is a real great guy. he sings. he plays guitar (he belongs in a local band). he cracks good and humorous jokes. in short--he's awesome! yeah, like other girls i like him too. but oh no! i never do what they did..u know.. flirting with him..when i realized that i have so many rivals..and one of them is my friend. i give up my feelings with him. im already contented being his friend. no hassle. no pain. there's no arguments between me and the other girls...sounds alright..but no excitement. but then one day he confessed to me..he told me he's falling inlove with me.. im so shocked!! i asked him many questions..as in many questions...then he end up saying.. "because you're different. you never flirt with me like the other girls did. you're humorous. you laugh even you're troubled." gosh!! is it true?? im in heaven!!!.....and the rest..as we say..is history..we're still together...and still counting...

so..that's only a part of my what so called "life"...

hmm..will i tell u guys about my family? my problem with my dad?? naahhh...maybe next time...as for now.. i'll rest my tired fingers. my sleepy eyes. and my "worn out" brain..hehe